It's been 5 days after moving. Was feeling better after 2nd day till today.
Regretted getting my own house now, as I've to go back to square 1 again 😞. Why oh why!!! I thought moving out can let me be free, but things just got more complicated than before. I hate this feeling. I hate things that are within my control but I can't control it. Everything about adulthood/family bullshit are a hoax. I hate growing up, I hate my choice of partner, why can't I just be myself again?
When can I get a job and escape this unpleasant feeling. Praying everyday to be back to the days where I don't have to worry about shit like this. I really can't tell how is this a blessing in disguise or is it shit just hit the fan for me.
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