First day of work after holiday

Work again sian, but 2 more days! Jyjy. Need survive march 😭

Omg why must it hurt so bad

Why must it hurt so bad to travel without my baby 💔. She was part of me for 9 months and this is the first time we are going to be apart for 2 weeks, my heart aches v badly. I hope this will be an enjoyable trip as it will most likely be the last in awhile. I love you baby, mummy will come back soon. Please always be happy.

1 more week count down!

We will be flying to Japan again after 2 years. Not too sure how our daughter will react. Fingers crossed.

4 months after moving in

Finally started working in sept, and now it feels so great! Maid came in Oct.

Just past Christmas, now can't wait for the new year holiday to come. Will something exciting happen? Hehe will see then🤞.

So excited that my family is gona have a new member in pig year soon! ><

5 days after moving in

It's been 5 days after moving. Was feeling better after 2nd day till today.

Regretted getting my own house now, as I've to go back to square 1 again 😞. Why oh why!!! I thought moving out can let me be free, but things just got more complicated than before. I hate this feeling. I hate things that are within my control but I can't control it. Everything about adulthood/family bullshit are a hoax. I hate growing up, I hate my choice of partner, why can't I just be myself again?

When can I get a job and escape this unpleasant feeling. Praying everyday to be back to the days where I don't have to worry about shit like this. I really can't tell how is this a blessing in disguise or is it shit just hit the fan for me.

A day after moving in

Even after a day I still misses home very badly. Times has changed I'm so afraid to grow up now. Where are the times where things are so carefree and protected? 🤔 time to sit down and find myself.

The day of moving

Today is the day life's gona be different. New home, new responsibilities maybe even new people staying with me; affecting me :(. Months ago after getting keys, I was so freaking excited to move in, going new house everyday just to lie on the floor ☺. But when the day comes 😭. I miss my old life. I miss being sheltered and not making any decisions and things just go accordingly. What's gona happen next, nobody knows.

I just hope and pray very very hard that, life will only get better or the same will do 🙏. I'm not born to take hardship, as life has been really really smooth for me since young. Seems like I can't move out of my comfort zone. I think the worst part is not about moving. Is moving and staying with someone else's parent. Please let it be pleasant 🙏🙏🙏.