27/11/17

This feeling is kinda sucky. I think he might already know it but i'm not so sure if he's really trying to be an asshole or not, cause it really kind of obvious to suddenly change. Anw i really don't care anymore if i turns out that way i'm gona find ways to change it back. Asshole.

24/11/16

Omg i love my hubby! He's soo cute when he's angry hehe. We are tgt since 22/11/12 >.<. And just past our 4 years together 😌. My longest and never ever regretted a single day with u. I'm so lucky to have met u, thanks to my scar then hehe 😊

20/11/16

Sooo excited about me Japan honeymoon trip again for the 3rd time xD! I'm flying during 2017 cny period hehe

15 nov 2016

I just got a call from ihis today at about 5+pm. This is a sign of second chance! I'm ssooo excited hopefully i won't screw up this time round. Thank you god! I love you and i strongly believe in u. I will do my best this time round. Have confident and endurance hehee.

The 3rd day after my wedding

Wow the feeling when it's finally over 😌. We get to use the gym, swimming pool, sauna, whirlpool and steamroom. But the down side is the pillow v smelly and the room is kinda noisy; not sure if it's the toilet ventilation or the electrical box. And it also lack of a bathtub maybe because it's not a suite. We took the club room because it's 3d2n compare to the suite which is 2d1n of course we take the club xD. Following up our honeymoon during cny. Haiz still so far, it would be nice if it's in dec haha. It's ok hopefully i get a job soon.

The day beforw my wedding

I felt so touched today. Because i was reminded of my grandma that did so much for me but when she told me to not play the piano cause it disturbed her and her heart feel very pain everytime i play the piano. But just because my exam is coming i have to practice so i played regardless. How selfish of me. Let me take this day to rmb this and never to do it again T.T.

Wedding's coming!

Omgomgomg so rare for me to post 2 blog posts in a day. But i'm soooo excited about my wedding day! Get to rest and relax with my hubby. And a big bomb gona be settled soon. Hope i really can get a good job and share the load. I don't like to depend on others, feels so sucky. But haven't find one that i enjoy being in. Gona keep fighting! And travel like crazy. Kids argh seriously man, not so sure if i'll even enjoy having 1 but delaying also not a solution. Anw going to do my nails now. Omg so excited this is my once in a lifetime activity hahaha, i don't foresee any future for me to do my nails again. I'm such an active person, not suitable for girly nails xD.

9 Nov 2016

What in the world am i still up at this hour hahaha. So sleepy but can't sleep looking at my past blog and thought my English was actually pretty good for some posts.

It has been 4 years now since the day we met on the Nov 2012 ^^. Time flies so quickly not so sure what will happen in the future, half worried and half blessed with such a lovely husband. Although we quarrelled sometimes but i still love him nevertheless, it's a very hard to describe the feelings if u ask me. As those who knows me know that i don't forgive so easily and i usually will give up on relationship if the mutual understanding is not there, but somehow even though we quarrelled quite badly recently i have that understanding like never before, somehow i can feel what he is angry about is like some sort of really deep connection; quite gross i know. Soul mate? Maybe :). Bff? Definately! I think that might be because there isn't much room for suspense. He will tell me anything i want to know. I really hate guys who thinks my questions are really stupid and just give a half-hearted reply and made me repeat the same thing over and over because i haven't get the answer i want and thinks that I'm insane.

Back to the main topic. My wedding is around the corner! I think that might explain why i can't sleep for good hahaha.

To do list:
- Download march in song
- Choose the last song for montage
- Hang red cloth
- Stick xi word
- Print seating arrangement

Remembering the old times..